Identity

Who do people say I am, Who do You say?
Matt 16:13-28

Did he grapple with dvinity?
Who was he really asking all the questions for anyway?
Is it possible that those cursed moments
of confusion, the self doubt, ever begin
(just maybe)
to enter the human mind
to wrestle the divinity such thoughts found there?
Am I really God,
can I really bear this cup- this pain?
"Maybe, maybe I'm just a man
like other men," he dreamed.
"perhaps," delusion taunted God, "I could make it out
without loosing my skin."

"Get behind me Satan!"
was divinity's deafening roar.
"No, son of Jonah, i cannot hide from this light," he muses.
"Your life depends on it's burning gaze.
No, I will not run away. I love you too much."
"I dont understand, I dont know,"
(God forbid even Christ doubts-)
"But i will take this chance.
I will drhink the cup of the divine."